I am ok tonight. I picked up my divorce petition to review and sign. I thought it would really hit me when I saw my name vs. "crazy", but it really didn't upset me. I was able to look it over and the agreement of who pays what until the house sells (actually it is all what he pays \:\) )

I went to dinner w/my sister and BIL and we talked quite a bit about my marriage. I can really see things from a different perspective now. My marriage wasn't bad exactly. It just wasn't about "us". It was about "him" always. We talked about some things that happened where it was so obvious the H put himself first (usually in the spotlight b/c he craves attention) and the kids and I second. I'd managed to push those times deep down. It is good to know that those days are behind me.

I'm headed to bed now! Have a baseball game at 8 AM!!! Who does that????

Me-BS 38
X-WS 36
Separated 11/15/2006
Filed for D 8/1/2007
Divorce Final 12/21/2007
S13, S13 (twins), D9
Married 13 Yrs
Together 20 Yrs