Nomopo. A few minutes ago I got carried away and went to look at her online pics. There I see him again and one of her recent pic. This time she took the pic in the living room. Ahhh, I felt so horrible. So I took a deep breathe and came back to this site to read a few things. I do agree with the castle and picnic analogy. I do like it, I will start to try that.

I want to ask, if you all think I should go out alone and try to enjoy myself a bit - not for meeting anyone since I am in dire pain but to get away so to speak. What do you all think?

See the W, Listen to the W, but dont Speak back to the W. Bridle your tongue...