Check them all out. Learn everything you can about healty relationships and adopt them into yours. The concepts are simple, but it can be a long road. It's all about attitude and patience.
All of the emotions you are / will feel are normal, I would be far more concerned if you weren't feeling them. They are part of the process, part of healing. You need to go through all of these things to put them behind you. You're in a good place here and among family so to speak. Keep posting, tell us what is on your mind and we will respond with our ideas and share our experience.
