I am not even tryingto give you encouragement or false at this point, I just do not want you to take those emotional hurtful words too personally. remember, I said all those things to get my H out of the house. I said horrible things to my family about him on the phone. We say these horrible things without thinking. I feel sorry for men because they just don't get how complicated we are. Do not feel repulsive, you are far from that. I used those same words and even if I kind of believed it at the time, it was a stupid decision, not the truth, just a low blow we are all capable of that.
You can survive the Big D and you will GAL even if you have to fake it to your kids.
The Soul Mate Thing- That is really tough. That sucks so much. I think I look back a few generations of women in my family and we ALL lost our life soul mates way too early in life. Can we handle a life alone without a partner? I dunno. How long do we wait for our spouses to realize the grass isn't always greener? At what cost? I dunno. If you were able to love before I know you can do it again. I know that is way ahead and you (me too) may not be ready for that but don't close your heart to love.
aaaaarghhh! Divorce is friggin' hell! I had no IDEA when I thought this was what I wanted! Sorry.
Last edited by mkultra; 08/03/0705:09 PM.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
