Frustrated and Saddened #2

[stewart10]

WAW:

I know it seems like the W could care less, but if that were true she would have left you by now, become totally cold and not be communicating with you at all. It doesn't make the pain any less real or difficult for you.

I suppose you are right. I just don't know why if she needs to get away from me so badly, why is she sticking around? I try and think positively but deep down, I feel like maybe she has already "checked out" so to speak. And that my changes that I have made have only made her decision to leave more difficult, but that they won't ultimately change the end result.

And I am looking forward to blowing off some steam tonight. I will be in your neck of the woods on Sunday- Springfield actually- because my W has a baby shower for her brother's soon to be here baby.

As far as not seeing your W till Monday...that might be a good thing for your two. A little absence makes the heart grown fonder thing

I was kind of thinking the same thing. Not sure if that is the case in my situation, since I attribute most of our problems to too little time spent together. I will use the time to try and build up a PMA even though I know it is going to be extremely difficult since I miss her so much already.

And if I haven't told you thanks lately, Thank you. You have been a godsend for me and several others on this board. It is the hardest thing for us LBS' to get "inside" our WA's mind. Your insight has helped me tremendously.