Shocked H in NJ looking for DB help

[Willing NJ H]

Thanks for the encouragement guys!
Kelley, thanks for checking in, and your right.

I look at everone else's sitches, and think that yea mine is tough, but it could be much worse. I'm trying to learn to ignore/ dismiss the negatives and live for me and D. Hope wife comes around, but if not I'll work it out. I'm starting to believe this more and more, and it's making me feel like a better person. My big thing now, is working out, and having tons of fun with D. She's 2, and it's such a fun age. We go to the park, the beach, visiting family, swimming, chuck-e-cheese, etc. She's so cute and innocent, it just makes my heart melt. She gives me all of the love and support I need, and doesn't even know it :). Working out is goin better, few more weeks like this and i'll be "in shape". Then I can work towards getting bigger, faster, and whatever else I want.

Your encouragement means more than you know. I can now check the internet on my new PDA. If I get "thinking" about my sitch while working, I take my break and logon to DBing. I read your posts yesterday, and it got me right back on track. I thought you should all know how much you help, thanks. Catch ya later.