Well here goes........in about 3 hours. I feel pretty good so far, although I am kind of nervous. One thing I realized this morning as I sat out on my deck, having my coffee and cigarette. I am tired. I am tired of all this merry go round, indecision. Tired of all the worrying. Tired of all of the stress. It wears a guy down. Makes ya confused, not willing to do anything.
I need more direction and structure. I need a plan. Something I can commit to and work on. I need less stress and more sleep. I am tired.
