I was on my knees begging...and you know the rest.

[MissingMyHoney]

My story continues...Previous week Wednesday night, I confronted her about staying on the cell phone with this man. She refused to hang up and eventually she did since I stayed by the room door and I didnt leave. Each time I brought up the word 'family' she gets so irate. She hitted me so hard in the face my left ear rang. Later, she went into the kitchen and got a steak knife thinking I would hit her. All the while I kept my cool and didnt touch her at all. My words made her more angry than anything else. She put the knife to my throat and told me if that is what her happiness will be then she will do it. Later, I went to bed and I know she called her emotional lover.

The following day I told my boss what is going on since I was so down and could not think properly. He said I should have made a complaint with the police since he fears something more drastic can happen.

Last Sunday, she was having a really good time on the cell phone with this man. I went into the bedroom and she acted as though all is well. I hit the wall with my fist so hard she asked me what my problem was. I told her I am pissed at she carrying on the cell phone while I am there and totally disrespecting our marriage. She didnt like that and I told her than if that sorry mother****** dont give a damn about fixing his marriage then he aint no man.

I told her I care about my family and my marriage. But I dislike your carrying on like this infront of our child and totally disrespecting the entire family. There goes the keyword 'family' she charged at me and hit me repeatedly in the face again. I backed off a bit and I said hastily, I will get this on record and I called the cops. The cops came and asked me what's going on and I gave them my side of the story. Another cop talked to her and she told them what happend. The cops asked if I wanted to file charges and I said NO. The cops stated that in MO someone has to be taken in, in this case, they took her.

When she was released she was more pissed and still pissed. She is now worried about this charge showing up on her background check. She said I will have to pay all the attorney fees and she will ensure that I suffer. She said she cant believe that all these years she never called the cops on me. She forgot how many times she pulled a knife on me. This isnt the first time she has done so and I didnt tell the cops the history we had together. She did and she filed a complaint against me.

It feels like this is a big set back in our 'rebuilding' but I thought about it and I have decided to be by her side to make this situation right. It doesnt matter how much it costs me to exponge her charge. I asked her if she had been charged and if she will have to go to court. She hasnt answered any of those questions. I will be by her side and I elaborated that I didnt filed any charges against her.