Last night was pretty rough on me. Just looking forward to getting away tonight, but at the same time, not so much. I know that I definitely have a long way to go in the detaching department. Just not sure where this is going. I know I have to be patient, but the waiting just absolutely is terrible. I feel like I am in limbo here. Just waiting for her to make a decision on whether or not she wants to be with me. Is there any emotional pain to endure that is worse than what we are feeling from our spouses? I cannot imagine being any more hurt than I am right now. I know that we have only been married for just a shade under 2 years, but we have been together for over 10 years. I feel like I am missing out on everything that I ever wanted. And it hurts bad that from my point of view, she could care less.
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1162413&page=2#Post1162413 M-28 W-28 Together 10 years Married 2 years No children Things started taking a turn in 01/07
