Sounds like you are very bitter, I am sure that will change over time. But the way you feel and your expressions here make it easier to understand why it takes so long to get over the hurt and rebuild. I appreciate your posts.
Let me say that it takes a while for the WAS to forgive themselves and even longer to be willing to take a chance that the LBS will forgive. It just illustrates the point that it is best if one decides if they really want the other person back and makes it clear. Then the roller coaster isn't as hard to ride nor does it last as long. Doesn't mean you can't change your mind but at least you have a goal.
Married:10 years D final 8/28/08 10 minutes is all it took Life goes on and DB was no small part in growing from the Divorce!
