Journaling:
Just got back from a night/day at our family house on the bay with the kids and my parents. Did some fishing and skiing and just hung out without having to worry about anything at all.

W is still in Austin with her sister. Every time she has called to check on the kids, we have been out. I have them call back and have tried to avoid talking to her at all (just don't want to even have to pretend to be OK with her sh!t).

Today, she left a message saying what a great day she had and how much she loved the boys. I am not really sure how to take this as she likely has been seeing a lot of OM. I again did not talk to her, but will have to as we are meeting her at her sister's place on Sunday and staying through Tuesday. In some ways, I am looking forward to this since it will be an interesting experiment. In other ways, I am reaching the end of my rope and am really just ready for her to be gone.

On a more happy note, the kids and I will again be out on the water at my uncle's lake house for the next few days. I have been having a blast the past few days (played golf twice with my Dad, bay house trip, went to the zoo, lots of swimming, card playing, eating, etc.), so that is really a help for my PMA.

Still, it could be so much more fun with a happy, participative woman at my side... If only that were my W!

SD


Me 41
W 41
Kids: S9 S7
Married 16 years
Bomb dropped 2/2/07
Still living together!
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