I was on my knees begging...and you know the rest.

[MissingMyHoney]

I said to myself to be patient, for the past 2 days I have not looked at her online photos. I feel I need to do so to see what is the latest pic of both herself and her 'emotional lover.' But again, I chose not to login. I am ready to do things for only my child and myself. This morning I woke up late to see my child prior to leaving to work. Yesterday, it was not the same. She called me at 8:01 so I can talk to our child since our child was asking for me and she could not calm her down. I would like to see this happend more often so she can feel guilty of the situation but I need to take baby steps as to I am walking on egg shells. I can only live my life for 24 hours at a time. I dont see any weekend plans and I dont make any, I just do what I feel like doing every day.