D$%mit!!!!!!! Found the perfect apt and now looks like it will be a couple of weeks before it's ready for move-in. Was hoping to get all set up right away for sake of setting 180 in motion. Still NC from W, and growing anxious and restless. The more we are apart, the more I am missing her and our life together. I lived alone for 10 yrs before meeting her, doing everything for me, and really don't care about doing it again. It's not exciting, been there/done that, and really was looking forward to working on our dreams together this year.