No, seriously.....

I want to know that I won't have to keep looking over my shoulder and I want to learn how to trust my Beloved wholly and fully and completely.

I want to know that I really did learn something from the past, but to also be able to let the past go, and not hang on to it.

That is what I really really want.....

P.S.
I HATE CATS!

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.