I know. I feel like I am a shizophrenic thru this all or can't get off the roller coaster ride. Too much up and down with my emotions. I can't wait to be heading out to LA next week to leave this all behind for a whole week.


Me: 41
H: 39
D: 6
S: 4
M-14 T-16
first bomb: 5-12-07 (M dead doesn't really want to work things out.)
second bomb: 6-4-2007
(found note he wrote about wanting desperately to be with OW and would have to give up everything)
Kelley