Agent99,

No, not much. My W emailed me today about whether we should meet this month, and if so when. I said would after my holiday be ok, so we have agreed a date on which to meet. She is still very brief. I gave her a longer second reply, basically being friendly, as my first email was quite short. Not sure if that's DBing or not.

Had to phone her tonight for the first time since I had either had something stolen or it fell out of my bag on my way to work this morning. Ended up leaving a message as I wanted to ask her just to check her card transactions, just in case someone had access to my wallet too - although I think that is very unlikely. Typically the item that's gone was my present to myself for getting the new job. Life sucks!

So feeling pretty lonely this week, counting down the days to my trip. Being aware that I'm leaving my job makes me feel very much in limbo. It's so surreal not seeing her at all for several weeks, it removes the stress for me but I do really miss her too. I guess I find it hard to interact with her, just because of the hightened emotions and my lack of understanding/empathy for why this is happening. Perhaps it will get easier after another 3-4 weeks? Who knows.

It's just so quiet.

Well, back to my lengthy list of jobs to do.

How are things with you? (and thanks for asking).

Max


Me 36
W 37
Bomb (Easter 07)
Sep (WAW July 07)
"It's over" (end Oct 07)
T10.5 years, M2 (before bomb)