Felling a little low at the moment. Week away from WAW and children. Can't help but feel it gave her time to talk to OP and plan the escape.
Spoke to them last night and will see them tomorrow, but felt strained on the phone (might be my percption though, as we spoke for 13 minutes). Still I kept cheerful and upbeat.
Perhaps it was the fact that I accidently found an email address that could be my W's. I didn't know about it and it would only be accessible via the Web, so she could be contacting him that way.
Briefly thought about putting logging software on my computer, but GALd and decided to ignore it.
Walking through the city at lunchtime I felt lonely, with no-one to share my hopes/fears. That's what I will miss if this all doesn't work out.
I know that there will be these ups and downs, but I prefer the ups. Wonder if there is a way of harnessing the good energy from the ups to counteract the downs. Now that would be worth buying.
Think I will have an early night tonight, just me and my DB book for company. Re-read a couple of the chapters and face the W tomorrow re-armed and full of happiness.
