Sometimes we have to examine why we even want to save our marriages. We try to be patient, we attenpt to give unconditional love, but then the lines of abuse or MLC or sickness or depression become blurry. Part of us are afraid to let go without a fight and part of us are embarrassed to keep holding on. You have been on this roller coaster to make a comfortable wonderful home and yet it is taken for granted lik ehe is blind. He will open his eyes to it someday, but do you really need to be there. Sometimes we just have to go dark for sanity's sake. I have seen so many kids get in that daze and fog from all the chaos.


Me:38 H:39 MLC
M:10 R:23 years
D6 S3
Bomb: Easter, 2007
"Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."