its me I'm back. Thank you for checking on me. It has been very eventful the last few days. The days kinda get a way from me. i was really busy at work and at work at home with our business. It is so dry in the west that we have to watch for fires. They have burned all around us. Then I get this brilliant Idea to paint my bedroom and make a change. Change is good they tell me so I did. Now for the bomb shell....H had a job in Minnesota till November. A very high paying job and he was having them send me the checks?????????Go figure while keeping in touch with OW and Me daily. The part of the job he was on is over and he would have moved to a different spot but he quits and is coming home to help his brother whose son was in a fatal accident a year ago to sell that business. So I took the day off yesterday and painted the around the windows my deck and the doors and weed eated. I was like a tornado I think it was anxiety about having to face the drama of having him back and being with her and being distant. About a month ago I told him I had it. He is so going thru a midlife crisis for the last 10 years. He has been listening to positive thinking and getting control of your life CD's. Some of them are good. i just don't know what to think...DRAMA DRAMA...She has told people that we are divorced. I had them ask me when I went to those funerals. I said not yet and no one has filed. One guy who she told h that he had chased her and wanted her told be that was all a ly and you can't believe her that she is evil and to watch my back. What a deal.... I guess i will just keep saying those prayers and see what life will deal me. One day at a time. Mat,
I listened to a site called nightingale.com...it is on goal setting and making the most for you. I actually talked to one of the guys. Very intersting on focusing on us and goals. I had gotten out of the goal setting for myself let a lone carrying thru. I have made the first step. It was write down on cards what you want to accomplish for yourself and read them all thru the day. Change your thought pattern for you to become better.
Thanks again for checking on me I hope you are having a good day.
