Thanks for your comments. I have read the don't believe what you hear, 1/2 of what you see and I think there is alot of truth to that. I have to keep better focus on that. I sometimes find myself not believing the bad - but choosing to believe the good
I am just trying to make sure to acknowledge and be aware of my faults and try to improve myself. Hoping that he will be there to see it! If not, I know it is going to hurt like hell, but the GAL is definately helping to prepare me to be OK without him. I am trying to keep faith that I chose this person to marry because we had an undeniable connection and we believed that it would be forever and that we would work through whatever problems arise.
