Alright, well after the I don't want to hurt you last night, but oh I want to try. which is it????
This morning I get the pulling on the arm, don't go to work yet? You don't have to leave for 30 minutes!
Do you want me or not? I'm getting really short on patience and that is when I almost have her and make a mistake to screw it all up. I need to avoid her for a few days so I don't do or say anything stupid.
I don't get sad over this anymore, I get angry and while I'm doing so well on controlling it, it is really starting to build up right now. I need to physically vent today something fierce. No matter what I have to avoid R talk with her until I cool down.
