H just called to check in (not with the kids, with me)...weird, at this time of day. almost excuse-like. did not ask about the guy, so guessing that is done with. like I said, even if he had the slightly inkling of jealousy or whatever, it would pass quickly,a nd it did. the only thing he did do was reiterate my plans for next friday (he knew I was going somewhere 'cause had to get his mom to babysit since he has a festival). He went to it immediately last night, thinking I must have plans with this guy, but I have plans with two girlfiends and told him so. today he pressed as to what those plans are...I was vague, even though I know what they are (scrapbooking, lol, not that exciting...although suppose it could be, since one of my friends is in her last month of pregancy).
the thing is I was probably too chatty with him. is that right or wrong? I was normal chatty...he asked about our day, what we were doing, I gave him the boring run down (this afternoon mostly laundry/grocery shopping...woo-hoo!). maybe I need to learn to not talk so much? what do you all think?
still planning on heading out tomorrow and plan on looking really good. definitely an occasion for my new skirt. he knows where I am going and who will be there, but hey, maybe he'll wonder. hehehe. okay, not sure if that is a good move or not. the thing is, I'll be wearing my rings...something he doesn't do at all now. so ya know, not so likely that I'm really heading out on a date or anything. but then again, he wore his ring when he was cheating...easy to take off and all that.
well, speaking of laundry and grocery shopping, off I go to make lists/sort clothes. seriously, can you feel the excitement?
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
