It took me a while before I realized what's been wrong with me lately. I don't have any passion for anything anymore. ...
...I wonder if one day he will ever realize that this fight to save my marriage to HIM is what has practically turned me into the walking dead?
Funny ... that part really struck me. My H told me the other day I'm "180 degrees different than when we first met -- I used to be so outgoing."
In my mind I know why ... I've resigned myself and have no passion and am "the walking dead." But it would do no good to say that; he truly wouldn't understand. I know he does the best he can.
