Somehow I just wasn't all that attracted to him today. I pictured meeting him for the 1st time & thought about how he would prolly not be that appealing to me.
I kind of feel that way lately too. If it wasn't for all of our history and the family we've created, I don't know how motivated I'd be. I think this comes with the DBing territory -- we get stronger, learn more about ourselves, become better people, etc, and our Ss just float in still water (or get stuck in a back eddy!). We are growing and they aren't. I think the same is going on with CK (saw it with Nomo when he and his W were waiting to see the JC a few weeks ago too). Interesting dynamic.
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Watched him take the bag of beach toys/towels, etc. into the garage w/out unpacking it & thought, "I guess it'll be up to me to put everything back."
What a butt!
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Came over, gave me a semi-long hug & short kiss & he was out the door.
