We all struggle here with trying to be forgiving when going through the horrible ache of being hurt by our Spouses.
Every morning for the last 2 years I have woken up with that whole in the bed next to me and finally some time ago started by praying right away if I was woke in a sad place. "Lord forgive me my in gratitude" and then I go on and Praise God for all creation and the wonders, and go on to Thank God for the things I have, confess again my ingratitude or whatever (not grief), and Ask God for what I need help with this day and to feel that too! and then Thank Him again because I believe that He hears and cares.
Thank you for all your posts, I haven't been posting here regularly, seems my M is over, as my WAH has now moved far away. But reading others posts here helps to keep me focused on what I can do something about.
