Faith that God is Working on H

[Lissie]

I will follow your advice and please pray for me and my family, too. We can use all the prayers we can get.

Mamma, we are human. Ofcourse you are in my prayers, I love those babies of yours, even tho, they are so handsome

I believe, that God is very very forgiving. And he forgives us.

YOu can do this my lovey. YOu don't have to be her best friend, you just have to release the hold that she has on you.

That is release thru forgiveness, and boy is it hard.

My prayers have been stepped up a notch lately, and I am coming to many conclusions. Talking to Pilar on her death bed, has opened my eyes, in a new way.

I have faith in you mamma.


This raises my heart, Lord: to bring out of my treasure new things and old. I do not have to abandon or reject the parts of my life that seem to have nothing to do with you, the people I have loved and lost, the seemingly irrelevant skills that were half learned. All my past belongs in that treasure. It is not just the religious experiences, but even the moments that seem sordid or horrible or selfish, have played their part in bringing me to where I am with you.