He does want to work on the marriage and so do I, he has told me that none of this is my fault that he made some very bad choices on how to handle his feelings. He has talked with me more in the past two weeks than I think he has talked in the whole relationship about his feelings. I love him very much I just get so angry at him....I feel he took so much from us and never asked me if it was okay! I still feel betrayed..he has made the effort to open up everything to me...he can no longer access the computer, his cell phone is now more like mine, he has me answer it and check his messages more than he does. He says he wants to show me he has nothing to hide. I just want to trust again...but my heart says I can my head says no way....it is a constant battle!
M 35 H 44 D 21,D 18,D 17, D 15, D 13, D 11, D 10, S 9 BOMB DROPPED 7/16/07 STILL TOGETHER, TRYING TO WORK IT OUT H ENDED A WITH Ow 7/15/07
