Reconciling with ex-husband

[shiloh_rt]

Well here is an update...

This were going very well and I was really positive about our reconciliation. My roomate will be receiving a settlement at the end of the month that will allow him to move on. I told this to my ex and he said it wasn't enough that my roomate(ex-bf) move out, that he neeeds to move to another state. I can not make him do this. There is only so much that is under my control...

Last night my ex and I had a huge fight....I told him how I felt on a number of things that bothered me. Like how he didn't want counseling until we were divorced...not when we were married. You see, he filed for divorce on 12/2 and I hadn't started talking to the future bf until the 11th of November. He lived 2K miles away at that time and we mainly imd about our problems. Yes, the OP did do a lot of suggestive flirting, but I always changed the subject.

Maybe I was infatuated with him at the time, but I would have been serious about counseling if that was given to me as a viable option. My ex brought it up once before he filed, but by the time I found a counselor I was interested in he had already filed.

So I don't know what to do...I miss the old days and the good times so much. Everything makes me think of it and I cry all the time. Right now I just don't know if this will ever get better...and sometimes I just wish i could go to sleep and have it all go away...