While d20 was pregnate w didnt want to worry her, now w doesnt want to worry her w/2wk old baby. I do not want to expose the a.
My d16 asked point blank what was going on, so she told her. Tonight my d11 said we should do something since mom is leaving, I agreed(w didn't hear this). W was not asked but did not offer, thats not my w.
I am so dreading my w returning. Im afraid of her choosing him, witch she prettymuch already has. I guess it will be confirmed. THEN WHAT? Start d? Start repairing m? I guess how can I look her in the face?
rambling again I just need to keep my head up and gal.
