Why do these things happen Vlll

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It really didn't take me long, the affair part just killed that. I had hate for a couple months max then was completely over it. So easy when it all happened. That makes me wonder why this time is so difficult to let go. I have thought about it a considerable amount of time and all I can say is this time it just does not feel right, something is still there, just have to find it.