I am going to completely honest here.

I want my H back, the real authentic H.

I want my Master's degree without more student loans.

I want to be able to hear the voice of the Lord telling me what He wants for me.

I want my children to be happy.

I want to be able to pay all of my bills every month.

I want to be happy more than sad.

Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.