Hmmm...you know I went through the OM wondering too...especially when there was this one single guy who seemed to be always with H...got H to smoke a cigar with him and H hates...HATES any kind of smoking...so yes, that did cross my mind...and my friend asked me about it at about the same time...sooooo...I know that feeling...
Believe me...I thought my H was too far gone also...but you just never know...I almost believe in miracles now...but his debt reminds me that there is no miracle happening there...
And...I think I really came into my sexual peak (actually my 2nd peak if you count my teen years) when I was about 37-38 and it is still rolling and I am now 45...unfortunately for me my H is dealing with some serious ED issues...ones that even the little blue pill X 2 doesn't seem to affect at times...but I can say that it isn't all about intercourse...because where there is a will there is a way...I won't say that I am totally satisfied with our love life but since I was without while he was gone I won't complain....and I figure I owe it to him since he held out for me through the baby years when it wasn't so great for me...
SR2...you might see if you can cash those reward points in for a gift card to Shaper Image!....they have an awesome massage chair that will send even a man to the moon, lol...