After a rough start this weekend, I was finally able to start my version of a 180. I have seen some positive results, baby steps right, I have to remember that! I have not called him, we have been in contact by email though. I hope to have more fight free, stress free days with him. As for everyone who wants to know my whole story, there are alot of things that got us where we are, mine and his fault, I know this and so does he. I really dont feel the need to post it all. I want to focus on the positive right now. I can tell you that letting me come home means, I wanted him to want me to come home, but I now know that begging him wasnt working. So thats my progress so far, I still have alot of work ahead of me and I really appreciate everyones words of encouragement!
