I had hoped his increased contact was something important. It has fallen by the wayside now. I spoke to H this morning but it was about the selling of our home, and nothing more. Oh well.
I'd give anything to have the person I married back. But I don't think he is coming back. You're exactly right, Peaceful_spirit, he DID say he can't do this. It's too much for him. He can be strong in so many other areas of his life, but not in his marriage.
I guess after 2 years now I feel like the remainder of the sand is falling through the hourglass and it's just about over. I am having a difficult time staying in love with a man that I haven't had a true relationship with in 2 years' time. I'm in love with a ghost.
He is filled with regret. I am still filled with sadness. Nobody wins.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
