This morning, I got H's clothes out of the dryer, and noticed he had the uniform he wears on his extra job in it, and he said he had to work extra job tonight, so I said oh H! He said don't give me an attitude. I said no, I wasn't, just disappointed.
In church on Sunday, we had a lesson on marriage, because a young couple is getting married, and asked the preacher to preach on this. Unfortunately, H wasn't there, because he was working that extra job, and did so again that night and the next night, too. I wish he could have heard the preacher saying not to be one of those H's who constantly accept extra jobs, and don't ever seem to be home. Our S said his father fit that description. I got teary-eyed throughout the service, because all the things he talked about was as though he was talking about us, and when the service was over, and we were singing the invitation song, I felt as though the preachers eyes were on me. Could he possibly have guessed the problems we are having? I wonder if when the men of the church get together to discuss business and to see if anyone needs help, they talk about the members and if they think anyone seems to be hurting in some way. At Christmas, S and I went without the ever-working H to a party at a church members house, and we went around the room to say something we felt grateful for, or if we needed prayer for, I said I was grateful for the people of the church, and to please pray for my family. So, someone could have guessed that there was some trouble, but also because the church isn't far away from where the ow works, and H could even have been seen by a church member carrying on with ow in the parking lot which I know they have done because of a message she left my H on his cell phone. And of course, they wouldn't tell me if they saw anything like that, but they might speak to an elder. That would be so embarrassing to know someone could have seen them acting sleazy in a hospital parking lot. But, it could explain all the sermons the preacher does on marriage, and I hope he does one this Sunday, too, because H promised that if I didn't get mad at him for working this past Sunday and Monday, that he would turn down all chances to work this Sunday morning, and go to church with us. I have no trust that he will stand by this, though. But, you know twenty-one yrs of listening to lessons at church, and H has said much of what he hears goes in one ear and out the other, so perhaps I should give him a recap of the lesson later.
Okay, I am feeling a little sorry for myself today, but tonight when H gets home really late, I will be nice and sweet to him.
One question, does anyone know if you can record someting, say a church sermon, and once it is over, have within just a few minutes, cds of the sermon ready to hand out to the people? Is that possible??
