Mixed signals - catfan's continual saga part???

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I feel for you catfan. I have those thoughts a few times a month. Situations are all different but I look at my wife going thru what ever it is she needs too. I am not happy with it, but at the time being I cannot do anything to change it. I also feel sometimes she is leading me on, she may be. She also may really be lost in her own thoughts and needs to find herself, if that is the case then it is worth me putting my life on hold for the time being. If it is just leading me on, she will have to live with that later on, figure out how to explain to whoever what happened, not I.
This time I am using just to better myself and be the best person and dad that I can, if it works out we should be closer than ever in the long run, if not I will still be a better person for the experience.

Not sure if that made any sense, but it does in my own head.