Alright I need some help, I am almost at a point where I want to throw in the towel. I'm not talking lovingly detaching but giving up. I am really tired of limboland, tired of always feeling rejection any time we have interaction, tired of feeling bad, tired of being away from my kids and family and tired of feeling that I am not in control of my own life here. But I am really tired of the feeling that she's leading me on with her indecisiveness and expecting I'll put my life on hold until she figures hers out.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
