I have set baby goals and have seen some positives but the longer that this goes on, the more he appears to be pulling away. I am especially feeling this now with the D filing but I did put hopefully some thoughts in his head that the door hasn't been shut. Wow he is involved with this OW, he doesn't want to have anything to do with me and if they end then i am sure he will just move on to the next.
Me: 41 H: 39 D: 6 S: 4 M-14 T-16 first bomb: 5-12-07 (M dead doesn't really want to work things out.) second bomb: 6-4-2007 (found note he wrote about wanting desperately to be with OW and would have to give up everything) Kelley
