I should have never told them about my problems, but I was so upset and had to talk to someone. Hopefully, in time they will accept what I am trying to do. I just hope that they don't disown me if we reconcile.

I also wanted to say that I don't think the whole problem is the A. I think the A was a by product of all the problems in our marriage..and honestly I can't blame him. I did the same thing, but came to my senses..on my own. I actually begged to come back.

This place is such a safe haven for me. I can say what's really on my mind and not be looked at like I'm insane.

Thanks again.