I read Jen Jam's DB tips and am trying to put them into practice. I have been trying to focus more on bettering myself and my daughters. I am on such an emotional rollercoaster. One minute I'm calm, the next I'm in a panic, the next I'm crying, and the next I'm ready to give up on everything. My friends and family don't think I should try and reconcile, they think I should let him go. They say stuff like, "you didn't really love him", or "you're better off without him". I don't think I would be feeling this way if I didn't love him, maybe it's just the fear of being alone. I am so confused. What I have found most helpful is my faith. I believe God hates divorce, but he can't change a person's heart. I pray for my husband and the OW daily, I pray that God will prick their hearts and maybe that will cause them to realize what they are doing is wrong. I also pray for myself and that I will be able to be a better person, no matter what happens. It may seem crazy to some of you, but my faith that God won't give me more than I can handle is what gets me through each day.
