CVA - "Back in Shape"

[Not Much Left]

Thanks WAW
Yeah, have really been putting a lot of thought into that myself, what is the next "move" for me.

Part of the backslide I experienced in the past 2 days was when my W said she was going to a movie w/ a couple of friends.

- I feel a bit hurt by the fact that she will do this stuff at a whim and not w/ me and I am the "babysitter" who has to leave when she gets home - I know, I know, my kids, should be happy to do it, not a babysitter, just a feeling, Ill get over it.
- On the "not w/ me part" I threw out there "when do you think we could go to a movie or out sometime" VERY POOR WORDING ON MY PART. IF I was going to ask this, I should have just said "Would you like to go to a movie w/ me this weekend?" short and sweet and maybe not right after little CVA got his feeling wounded by her cuz she will go out w/ her friends and not me. Bad timing, Oh well, learn from it CVA!

I think a movie is about as non-threatening as it gets, Lunch? Dinner too much? Anything alone seems too much, I dont know, I am confused about this next step thing.

On a lighter note, last night was good. Met for dinner w/ kids and a really good laugh or two.

Let me know what you think.

P.S. Saw a new C yesterday. Nomo's Imago lady. Very good.
A few things came out of it.
In my anxiousness to get my story out all at once in 1 1/2 hrs, I was rapid fire and I think it came across angry and unhappy w/ sitch. Not saying I dont have those feelings, but I am much "happier" and less angry than I have been for a long, long time but she did notice so some more work to do on how I come across to others.

Told her about my other C and my W's encounter with him. The result of which was the old C saying it may not work out, she is on the fence, happy with the way things are, if you want to change it, you will have to file, blah, blah, blah. WELL, needless to say he is not of the DR / DB strategy and her comment was that "it is no suprise to me that he would say those things after meeting w/ your W. Most C's that dont know about Michele's work, would respond the same way when the spouse says "they dont know about where the M is headed or something like that".

Whew, that wore me out!

CVA