Called him, not coming home.

[yawmom]

What's painful is seeing all these posts that mention divorce that they are going through, yet the website says DB. I want my marriage to work, so bad I want it, but it bothers me that the posts are mostly about divorces.
Fact of life I guess.
I'm so worried and I can't understand his thoughts, or how he can protect her rather than me.
This is so unlike him.
The only bright spot I have is hoping he gets burned big time, reality hit between the eyes. Vengeful eh?

I had told him I wanted my marriage to work, but apparently he doesn't plan on coming back anytime soon. I keep thinking he's busy and I meant nothing, me on the other hand can't help thinking of him (and her) no matter how busy I get.

He says we need to get together to discuss the bills..I don't want to see him cuz I dont' think I could keep it together. Feels like the end of my life.

Am I suppose to pull back and see what happens? I know you all will tell me that life goes on, but I do love him and want him back and the website gave me hope til I read the divorce postings...scary, very scary.
Have I gone nuts?