You could be right. I kicked my H out of the house which is what I thought that I wanted at the time. Maybe I was hoping that he wouldn't actually go thru with it. He did come back a couple days later and ask if he could stay in our trailer and I was going to let him until he asked if I wanted him to tell the kids about us splitting so I told him that he couldn't stay. After he was out I was wanting him back. Told him then that the saying is true about not knowing what you have till it is gone.
Me: 41 H: 39 D: 6 S: 4 M-14 T-16 first bomb: 5-12-07 (M dead doesn't really want to work things out.) second bomb: 6-4-2007 (found note he wrote about wanting desperately to be with OW and would have to give up everything) Kelley