Gf, he called me at work yesterday to tell me that he filed for the papers. I told him that I won't stand in the way if this is what he really wants but that we are giving up alot. All he said is that we can't ever go back now because things were too bad between us. He said there was a time where he didn't care whether he lived or died and just doesn't think that we can ever get back together and have things be good between us. He said he didn't think that I ever cared about him. I did deep down but didn't show it. He made me feel the same way that he never cared about me so I started treating him as such.
Now he has some sleazy whore that he is going out with. I hope she dumps his ass when the D papers come thru.
Me: 41 H: 39 D: 6 S: 4 M-14 T-16 first bomb: 5-12-07 (M dead doesn't really want to work things out.) second bomb: 6-4-2007 (found note he wrote about wanting desperately to be with OW and would have to give up everything) Kelley
