Called him, not coming home.

[yawmom]

Well, I blew it big time, couldn't stand it and let loose. I called him again and asked why I meant nothing when the day before the news of the OW the conversation always ended with I Love You...always held hands, sex , etc.
Now he's chosen such a low class druggie (savior complex) and "you don't know her".
I wish I could let go, I'm trying to step back...I NEED ANY KIND OF HELP PEOPLE...I know I've done the wrong things, prob back to square one, but would like input.
I've been trying to be busy << so hard. Trying to move on.
PLEASE!!