Also very cool to see you went out to the movies! and it looks as though H was jealous. Maybe you should have asked him how his plans went like you really didn't know.
Did you show H he reviews? was that to show him who was there or something? I'm thinking you don't need to "prove" to him anything.
That really sucks about the relaxation class. maybe you can find something similar? or at least use those cds. I'm not really for hipnosis, but I think relaxing is very important in dealing with stress and allowing our bodies to fight stress. That doctor website stresses skilled relaxation very heavily. that we should do it 20min every day...I think even twice a day. shoot, if only I could do that once a month!
the whatever phase is definitely better than the freaked out stressed out stage.
I know it's harder this time too because you've spent so much time trying to fix it, all these weeks/months and then you think you've done it only to find out it's still broken. So totally understandable. And really, it will be better in the end because truthfully I think you will say (or already have said) that you had more changes or revelations to learn and wouldn't have done so had this step back not happened.
well, hope you have a wonderful sleepful night tonight.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
