I've let the car go, it is really in persepective right now. she needed it.
things are good, you don't ask your estranged h to go to a b&b wihtout thinking postively, but she is in a place right now that i can see the cancel coming. never know. defiently an a thought, so i shouldn't let it get me.
as for bil, we get along great when we both work at. we have had our moments, and one in particular i have spoken to him about that i'm not sure he ever accepted my apology. i have as many issues with him as i do w. but he is a realist and nutting up would get some backing for sure. so, i think i'm doing the right thing by telling w i would like to see him. in front of everyone things will be very good, but i'm sure we will go for a drive and have some words, but honestly, i can't dispute anything he is going to say, i can't fight anymore in a negative direction only positive.
