Why do these things happen Vlll

[mkultra]

I feel like a third wheel now. I have to think like a single mom now. Before, I did not notice that I did things independently and instinctively. Now, I feel pathetic and alone. I went to Fresh Choice, my D's fave, then I realized this is hard. Every time someone wants something we all have to get up and walk over to the buffet together! Before, my H would take a kid or I would watch one at the table, whatever. Just imagine flying to Disneyland alone. Whew! Either I go alone or I tag along with an intact family. It feels like Borrow a Dad.