How we became separated

[mkultra]

I think I must keep DBing because it keeps me sane. The only thing is that you are constantly on. You can never let your guard done. Even after he told me he was seeing someone, I still cried a little and said I loved him. Not in a pleading way but in an argumentative way because he keeps using that as an excuse to be a cheater. "You don't even love me anymore!" I reply, "Of course I love you. You are my first kiss, my best friend, and I thought you wold be my last kiss when I grew old!" I think that is OK, not DBing but the moment took over. He cried at that part. Good. Expletive insert.