One Day at a Time II

[sadhearted]

Well here come the tears again. My FIL called and said he was asking everyone to write something about gran and they were going to make a book out of them. If we want too if not that's okay. So I just wrote up mine and now I'm crying.

My H again thanked me for taking care of everything for the trip. He's really having a hard time with everything right now. I feel so bad for him. I know most of it is his own doing he left us, he started a new job. But now on top of that he's lost his grandmother. I will be there when and if he'll let me.

[Athena]

Here's one. Before our 25th wedding anniversary. Because you know, most people don't make it that long. Why do I want more? Why can't I be happy with what I have? And of course he did have to add the 'how do you like my anniversary present' crack. It was a month before he was gone, and now that he is gone I feel worse than ever.

[sadhearted]

Geesh and I thought us coming up on 10 years and going thru this was bad.

Believe none of what they say and only half of what you see. I have to keep reminding myself of that one.

[789]

Believe none of what they say and only half of what you see. I have to keep reminding myself of that one.

Me too

[sadhearted]

Wanna hear something odd? We're driving up on Thursday for the funeral. Well the viewing is Friday evening. My husband has suggested we leave at noon on Thursday. Why??? have no idea. We don't have to be there til Friday and it's a 6 hour trip so we're going to end up with about 24 hours of just us plus the car ride.. What is he thinking? Actually probably isn't.

[789]

Might be, might not be. Don't take any chances and prepare either way.

Did I just type what I think I just typed.

[sadhearted]

LOL yeah I think you just did.

[789]

Better get that duct tape out for myself.

[sadhearted]

Well we'll be heading out in about 3 hours and I won't be on here again until Saturday night or Sunday. So maybe you won't HAVE to use the tape.

Please keep us in your thoughts. One because we are going to his grandma's funeral and two because we are about to spend 3 days and 2 nights together just us after almost 3 months apart. I'm kind of aprehensive. All I'm hoping is that it's not too awkward.

[sadhearted]

When it rains it pours. My H called me while ago he's been in a car accident. Said he was fine he just bumped his head. The car however is totalled. Now he has no car and isn't sure how he's going to get to work. So let's see in the last 3 months he's left home, quit his job, started a new job, his grandma died, and now a car wreck. He told me on the phone he just gives up. Not sure if someone is trying to tell him something or if he's just having a lot of bad luck.